Sometimes, I have these moments where I question everything. My existence, how it came to be, the choices that I make in my life and whether or not they are the right ones. Who they will affect and how they will also affect myself. I just can't help but think that we are all placed on this Earth for a reason. By reason, I don't mean that a God decided to put us here or anything. I mean something to do more with personal fulfilment. It's almost as though every human being has their own goals that they would like to achieve in life. We all admire to be a something.
On the question of my own goals, I still do not know my life goals and how they are going to be achieved. 21 and still no ulimate goals in life other than to become a teacher, a little dumb uh? I strive to become a teacher and I will do whatever it takes to achieve this, but I do not have my mind set on anything else. I've racked myself with worry before now, thoughts circulating around in my tiny brain about what I might do for future plans, such as where to work and where to live. Who will I marry, and how many children will I have, or will I ever even have children?
My response to this now, is that if I do not yet have any other major goals set in my life then that is absolutely fine. Rather than rack my mind with absolute fucking worry, I'd much rather concentrate on each day as it comes, and fulfil that day making it the best that it can possibly be. It doesn't matter if I don't have any organised goals in my life, I'm the least organinsed person in the world! All that matters is that we make sure the most is made out of the lives which we have, we only get one turn on this rollercoaster afterall!
On the question of my own goals, I still do not know my life goals and how they are going to be achieved. 21 and still no ulimate goals in life other than to become a teacher, a little dumb uh? I strive to become a teacher and I will do whatever it takes to achieve this, but I do not have my mind set on anything else. I've racked myself with worry before now, thoughts circulating around in my tiny brain about what I might do for future plans, such as where to work and where to live. Who will I marry, and how many children will I have, or will I ever even have children?
My response to this now, is that if I do not yet have any other major goals set in my life then that is absolutely fine. Rather than rack my mind with absolute fucking worry, I'd much rather concentrate on each day as it comes, and fulfil that day making it the best that it can possibly be. It doesn't matter if I don't have any organised goals in my life, I'm the least organinsed person in the world! All that matters is that we make sure the most is made out of the lives which we have, we only get one turn on this rollercoaster afterall!
